I'm the fuel(1999)

Promise
Insomnia
Remembering Ontario
Crying shoes
I'm the fuel
New diversion
Dark & solid
Outit
Without
Guest
Time
Surface


PROMISE


Tell me what will you say if you could talk You will show yourself ashamed but proud enough Donīt throw it down And feel the beat of life, I wanna do it fine Perhaps no one desires, know the truth Thereīs too much of themselves Inside our own mistakes and greeds I want to change ourselves, they are gonna leave One day I felt useless, felt unsecure, ignored That all about my life was really distress, a deep hole Donīt want to be your failure, Iīm not your failure, not now Donīt want to be successful, if your success, is not mine Itīs high time, glow, say it honestly Saying whatever, singing whenever, feeling free It doesnīt matter wind donīt let us walk Cause youīve already given me rightest words Donīt throw it down, someday soon I know Youīre gonna talk That will be my day, my precious gift Realising youīre the one, the best for me Donīt throw it down And feel the beat of sound, I wanna do it fine Cause baby still thereīs time, a lot of time for me

INSOMNIA


I thought it was frightening, be here alone Imagine me, trying to be sincere Stealing words in books Iīve never read Sentences from other sentences, whereīs my start Ignoring whatīs the matter here in my heart Can talk ībout wars, then Wars between walls where Iīve never been Can talk ībout sunsets Sunsets, music, love for you and me Sentences from other sentences, nothing new Itīs something she wonīt care about What made her mind, who tear her face What make her suffer We care or not, where was she from What make her suffer No named girl leap, what made her mind What make her suffer We mind or not, where was she from Is it not real to talk about Would she care about my waste Would she felt safe knowing my rage I can hear her highly laughs Spiting greasy motors, all is wrong But if thereīs a side in the fight and this sideīs not you If youīre not part of the fight if youīre the make-up If youīre the make-up itself Grow make-up, make-up everything Sentences from other sentences, nothing new Itīs something we donīt care about

REMEMBERING ONTARIO


As time goes by Nothing counts except whatīs left behind As time goes by Life is like nottiest songs that made us cry Past tense, future is what belong us Close your eyes and say Youīre the one is gonna be here every morning Not an end to reach Wide road rounds one perfect destiny Tangible is my strenght Undefined lectures of what will be Our lifes will be never together Close your eyes and say Youīre the one is gonna be here Every morning I can wait here four hours Forget who betray was pure for my eye I can hardly wait The one once was choosed The one once was called for his name I can hardly wait Doesnīt matter time weīll waste then But can really matter if you donīt grow Life is something can be wasted But can really matter if we grow Thatīs why, I cry, thatīs when I find you Playing with words, invisible you Riding an electric train I can hardly wait, sure Iīll become Something Iīve always hated so Can wait for hours in between us Cause everything between us can grow

CRYING SHOES


Cut my wings Iīm gonna fly Steal my wheels Iīm gonna run Crying shoes I donīt want a place to hide I know my mouth is so full of shit Iīve decided I donīt want to spread Crying shoes I donīt want to rise the earth Ghosts of the past are trying to catch me When I sleep or is it an angel give me light Just with a kiss Shut my mouth Iīm gonna say Chain my arm Iīm gonna play Crying shoes I donīt want to rise the earth

I'M THE FUEL


Throw oneself through violent fall Quickly emerges and quickly floats I am. More. Iīm Here. I Breath Depth of air invents my face Iīm the Fuel. Iīm the blood Iīm the shadow of routineīs heart Everything. Every us. Iīm the medicine Iīm the Fuel. Iīm the hot Iīm the union. Iīm the soul Everything. Every us. Iīm the medicine Morning paint me every wall Iīm brightness. Start. Iīm free. Iīm hope I am. More. Iīm Here. I Breath Iīm every cloud. Iīm every bird Search breath not touched Find streets were never walked Thereīs smile in every tear Faith of life. Thereīs where you will find the sweetest medicine. Medicine for me

NEW DIVERSION


Now Iīve realised your feelings for me Now Iīve realised it all Time I couldnīt share time I couldnīt spare Seems so far away I Know thereīs truth for me somewhere Baby, I donīt see you there Cause your missing has been changed Like you always expected Itīs a new diversion, itīs my new diversion hate you dear and so I do Cause baby I donīt respect you, baby I donīt respect you Like I did, and so I do Iīd better be crying at bed all alone But you deserve not a tear Damning myself for all I have done But Who really cares I wonīt blame me, wonīt waste time I better hate you for my health Cause the trust that once we share is just a growing lie Very, sorry, but I miss you so much And I know Iīm wrong My supposed, missbehaviour In your lips hurts my friend You have no right But everytime I reach your smiling glance my dear Remember one day felt, your dry, freezed kiss Thereīs no reason to complain, īcos youīre being crying For another girl, so suffer for her touch, forever Cry forever, forever Iīll miss you my friend

DARK & SOLID


Dark sea. You solid wish That naked Iīm trying to cross Itīs unknown face give me trust I think Iīm waiting I discover sense in every corner that I swim With no fear touch this solitude this liquid field Like in a dream hold me, tight Like in a dream let me swim in your heart What will I be if I cannot reach Beauty of suffering Sink your souvenir, enjoying all this moments I discover sense in every corner that I swim With no fear touch this solitude this liquid field Like in a dream hold me, tight Let me swim in your heart

OUTIT


Sometimes I feel I donīt have skin And everything is so real and painful Never, I would never realised Youīll be the way you are Take off this stupid smile, you have on your face Youīre nothing but a prayer My skin is in some chair, forget it But Donīt know if this nude state is really fair And I have something to say, no outfit And I told you once, I told you once cause I baby, ainīt got no place ainīt got no space Nothing without you Baby, ainīt got no day, just see the shade Ainīt got no way to live without you And I told you baby, what was wrong inside Suddenly, the end is in your head I have no suit today, no coat and Perhaps Iīm really just a child Who, love and hate, is playing the game But my skin lives everything, lives everything Maybe thereīs a strange hurricane It makes me shake in the waiting room Maybe youīll be my outfit, forever Donīt know what will happen out there Deep down my heart thereīs an earthquake Maybe youīll be my outfit, forever

WITHOUT


Nothing upset us more -unlucky us- Search of slippery happiness Nothing is more dangerous than innocence Confusing your aims it abduces you ītil fucking tired you can resist Just see where our gods are resting in peace For all, no one can tell you, baby What youīre gonna be Take your guitar, baby, can you see 666 is what you like For all nobody will tell you What youīll be Take your guitar, baby, can you see 666 is what you like And you canīt live without it Donīt hesitate, donīt feel scared at all Just think world is suicide Maybe all youīve ever wanted is here in your hands Your lipstick will be your wrath, sweetness your guilt Un satisfaction your disease Weird and fantastic like a trip And you canīt live without it

GUEST


Thereīs something sad in life Itīs in ourselves Itīs something deep Cousciousness start Itīs part of our being in the way Follows the beat of every breath I own her nothing Doesnīt matter if I forget her for a while I own her nothing Sheīs my best friend, my last change If I never need her; itīs there Sheīs just there Both we know youīre just a guest Sheīs always there Sheīs what belong to me. Fire and steel

TIME


Proud she reached the table Sat in darkest side Cut their silence, twisted her face Said laughing but sad Something dark between us has begun Something really strange I donīt understand But tell me will you share your time Every minute and every hour Please, share your time Sheīs scared of hermetic landscapes Heīs his reason to go on Heīs scared about the things they said īcos never ment to hurt Something dark between us has begun Something really strange I donīt understand

SURFACE


Pain always has a reason For trying to settle down Perhaps mistakes make it easier Iīll hold them make them mine Who will care if I didnīt size the date Iīve learnt the process now, so well Here at least in my new shell Almost free to share Try to tear the surface Iīm waiting you under Cut my belly Youīve seen The corner of my eye Self inspection try to give Meanings, thoughts, perhaps never existed But joking with silence I recognize Myself feeling plenty, loved Try to tear the surface Iīm waiting you under Cut my belly youīve seen The Corner of my eye A process so bad carried Is Here in my Heart Look at me, tell me It has been all a lie Try to eraise it, the surface, I canīt